everytime

everytime

I wish I was better at fantasizing than I am. I still have the hots for my ex J. but its been 14 years and he's happily married now with a couple of 3 year olds.
But he will probably always be my fav eye candy and if I had more pics from our relationship I would use them as much as possible. Thing is when he got married he stopped answering my fb messages. Now I'm down to 3 silly pics, pathetic yes but my memories of our sex life are still the hottest I've ever felt and even if I have stronger orgasms now with him it was a full body top of my head to the back of my heel sort of thing.

Since my ex-boyfriend was my first real true love.. of course I sometimes fantasize about him, but it's not as often as it used to be! I also don't get as many dreams either, though that's not really a surprise since most of my dreams now contain my current significant other and the same can be said for my fantasies too!

Occasionally, but not often thank goodness.

Yup. It happens.

Not really on purpose, but it's happened.

Nope, he really doesn't appeal to me that way anymore.

Im grossed out by my exs... Theyve all hurt me

No, I find him quite gross now.

Sucks!!

He was the best,most passionate generous lover I've ever had. I kick myself regularly for not taking his affection seriously and letting him go. He's very happily married now.