The New Intimacy

Can it be saved, or did I waste 4 years?

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Contributor: Antipova Antipova
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Originally posted by Illusional
And thank you all, ALWAYS for the wonderful advice.
I know you guys are true friends, cause you say the truth and not just what you think I wanna hear.

It warms my heart that all of you are willing to take the time to write this all out and ... more
Hey Illusional---I didn't see this post the first time around, but I think you're wonderful and I hope you're doing well today
10/21/2011
Contributor: Hot 'N Sexy TexasMama Hot 'N Sexy TexasMama
Been thinking about this thread a lot lately and thought I'd check in and see how you're doing and how things are going.
10/30/2011
Contributor: Illusional Illusional
Hey and Merry Christmas. Came by to re-read to reaffirm I'm doing the right thing. I've got only five weeks of school left when it starts in January and we're gonna do Valentine's Day together, then that's it..
12/23/2011
Contributor: Illusional Illusional
Just came back to finish up these five weeks, and my hormones are in full swing. I'm not getting back on the depo shot, we're doing condoms or something.
He picked me up from the airport and I told him how wonderful the weather was, and he's like "I wish it wasn't so wonderful, but you're so happy I couldn't even tell you to stay"

AUGH, my chest.
12/31/2011
Contributor: poetprincess poetprincess
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Originally posted by Illusional
I haven't written a discussion in a long term.
My 4 year anniversary is tomorrow and I'm unsure on where we're going.
We both have similar goals, wants and dreams. We both love each other, we are best friends. He's there for me ... more
Sadly I am going through the same situation almost, Our anniversary is coming up in march and I too feel like I am wasting my time. It sucks and its hard cause you care about the other person so much that when your not with them or even talking to them throughout the day you feel like part of you is missing. And when your finally with that person all you can think about is how happy you feel. Yet your feel wary cause you know once they leave or stop talking to you for the day that loneliness comes back. you think of finding someone else and going away. you feel lost and alone and unsure of what to do. I feel like I have wasted my time and I hate to feel like this. I think its time to move on. Go back to Texas and finish school there .and if he really loves you let him come to you. and if he doesn't then you know it was not meant to be. Love is an unforgiving b*tch but when you find the one that is truly meant to be with you, then you know in your heart where your meant to be..
12/31/2011
Contributor: Illusional Illusional
Well, I feel lonely cause I don't have a job, I lost my best friend and my dad and I have a horrible relationship so he's my only crutch. I know it puts a strain on him when I'm so sad, but he hates it when I lie to him, so it's kind of hard.

Like, I'm at his friend's house... and I feel sad. My stepfather's heart is failing, it's at like 9% when a healthy person is at like.. 92-95% and it just hurts, but I don't wanna be the weird emotional chick.
01/02/2012