I love feeling a man cum in me I don't really care to see him cum it doesn't do anything for me

My first GF of many years ago, was terrified of becoming pregnant, as such our first time (for both of us) was anal sex. Even after we began having vaginal intercourse she never wanted me to cum (even in a condom) inside her. Back then in the old pre-aids days in her butt without a condom was fine with her. I of course liked that part too.

I think my wife prefers in, however there have been a couple times when I pulled out and ejaculated on her tummy or butt. With my first wife, the few times we actually had intercourse, I had to cum on her because she wasn't on birth control. I still have fantasies of doing that with my current wife. Maybe it is because so much of my early sex was external in nature, the sight of my semen on her body is highly sensual.

Inside. The way they tense up, grab you, and their face.