I believe it was when I was in college. In the last year is when I really want to do things and have stuff done to me.

too young to remember how old I was!

Barbie is the kinkiest EVER it sounds like! She's been in EVERY scenario imaginable it seems!

Somewhere around 13 or 14, I think.. I think I always KNEW, but I never really had the sexual vocabulary to identify WHAT it was. That developed around 14 or so.

I've always been visually attracted to bruises and blood. Whenever a singer or actor would have a photoshoot with gory special effects makeup or something like that, I would get odd feelings, haha. When I was 11 - 15, the erotica I read/looked for was almost strictly rape or dominance scenes.

I always fantasied about being chained to walls and being beaten at a very young age. I didn't know what all my fantasies really were until about 17/18. And even then, it was when I was 19 that I was able to delve into the depths of my kinkiness.

when i was 15 and being dildo'd in a mall dressing room (the dildo was shoplifted to boot) i knew i was up to no good.

I knew I was kinky around 8 or so.... but I didn't understand BDSM until I was 17 or pursue it actively until I was 19 because I thought it was sick and I would never be happy living a normal life. I don't live a normal life and I'm way happier for it, it was hard for me to admit I wanted someone older and sadistic and I got hurt a lot along the way. Now I know evil people have evil fantasies but so do good people.

It's sort of embarrassing haha, but I think this one is unique I have not seen it here. After I had started crossdressing at age 13. I went to an Anime Convention dressed as a maid, and My hands were bound, and I had a leather collar on, I was quite literally being passed off (what nice friends I have, right? lol)

I love these memories from early childhood, haha! I have a similar story from when I was about four, involving Bowser from Mario Bros...wearing all leather and spikes, kidnapping and tying up the princess in his dungeon....

Always sided with the villains. Read torture picture books (yep, they have 'em! technically for 7th grade and up but I was 'advanced' so the librarian didn't care what I checked out) from my Catholic school's library when I was in 3rd grade.

In middle school became obsessed with de Sade and Crowley and other dark individuals. Sneaked in BDSM erotica to read under the covers with a flashlight. Started to do kinky harmless experimenting with my same-sex friends (tying up, spanking, light-hearted roleplay).

When I hit about 12 and got the Internet I sneaked into chat rooms and cybered in very kinky ways with like-minded youth (from the Animorphs chat room of all places, haha! not even furries, though!). From there gave them my number and had phone sex with BDSM undertones.

Around 14 started kissing and fooling around and always pinned the girls against the wall/bed/floor and conversely got pinned down by the boys.

First penetrative experiences were super duper kinky.

Like a lot of you, I was attracted to the idea of being kidnapped or captured and made to do things before puberty. After puberty, my barbies started getting tied up, but it wasn't for quite a few years that I realized what I was feeling.

As long as I can remember.

I kinda have abduction/rape fantasies... I mean, of course I find the real act disgusting and dehumanizing... But I oddly find the fantasy arousing >.<

I was about... 10ish? Maybe younger. I'm not sure, but I know it's been a really really long time.

I started to realize it when I first reached puberty - 12 or 13. I had some kinky fantasies, but didn't act them out until I lost my v-card a few years later.

I didn't actually understand my feelings, but I remember having kinky inclinations as young as 9 or 10.

I realized I was kinky about 15-16ish, but now that I've been taking a good look at my sex life I now realize that when I was younger I had some kinky thoughts I didn't quite understand at the time. I had a light-bulb moment a few weeks ago about this.

About fourteen. It was a slow process though.

I started to suspect under 18, but I really decided that I was after I was 19.

hmm..idk, just regular sex was kinda boring, a little biting and binding really just spiced things up and always keeps it fresh.

Pretty young, about 14 or 15.

I should have realized it when I was eleven or so. As soon as I started having a sexuality, I fantasized about being raped. I still feel like a dick about that, and I certainly wouldn't want to be raped in actuality. Just had sex with when I say no but mean yes. It seems like such an impossible thing to role play.

I actually began recognizing it when I was with my most recent girlfriend. Hearing that she was an extreme sadist really excited me. I also remember sitting on her back porch in freezing night and asking her to slap me. Strangely, she did. I was more turned on than I had been in a long time.

I think that was the moment that I realized it wholeheartedly.

In my 20s.

Thanks to my fiance