1) Cam Whore me: I'm like, the Super Whore of Cam Whores!
Okay, so let's get this out of the way right now. The picture up there? Yeah, not even close to what I look like. But it was hot, and it looked 'porny', so I picked it! In fact, I am the total opposite of that picture. Dark hair, dark eyes, freckles, dark make-up, and apparently in high demand.
My price gets set based on my mood... and occasionally the viewers I deal with. For example, I may be in a great mood one night. I've just paid all my bills for the month so I'm not hurting for money, and I think to myself,"What the hell?" Might as well drop the price and gain a few more followers that might never come in my room at my normal price. So I lower my price and meet a few people, until some major dick comes in and messes with me.
Now by a major dick, I don't mean he is showing me something big in cam to cam. I mean that he is a real fucking douche bag, the kind of guy that you just can't stand to talk to. That's when my mood shifts, and I tell him, "Listen fucker, you are just too moronic to talk to for such a low price. If I am going to be forced to lose IQ points talking to you, I'm doubling my price." And of course, since he is a moron, he agrees.
And then you have the avid fans that come to see you the same nights each week for the same amount of time each session, and in most cases you just keep the price the same for them. Occasionally, I even enjoy talking to them. I might even lower my price on special occasions, or when I am in a shiny, happy, rainbow chasing mood.
I even have a guy that comes in, and OH MY GOD! This guy is so beautiful and sexy, and has such an extreeeeemely large dick, that I just know that even if I worked very very hard, I probably still wouldn't be able to take it all on the first try! And his wallet is even bigger! Now this man, he is just great. In every way that counts. I have been talking to him for two years, and we fall deeper in (virtual) love every time we visit. If I weren't such a realistic and cup half empty kind of person, I would totally accept his paid trip to Australia to see him. But alas, I cannot hide -- intro to the next section -- the real me!
My price gets set based on my mood... and occasionally the viewers I deal with. For example, I may be in a great mood one night. I've just paid all my bills for the month so I'm not hurting for money, and I think to myself,"What the hell?" Might as well drop the price and gain a few more followers that might never come in my room at my normal price. So I lower my price and meet a few people, until some major dick comes in and messes with me.
Now by a major dick, I don't mean he is showing me something big in cam to cam. I mean that he is a real fucking douche bag, the kind of guy that you just can't stand to talk to. That's when my mood shifts, and I tell him, "Listen fucker, you are just too moronic to talk to for such a low price. If I am going to be forced to lose IQ points talking to you, I'm doubling my price." And of course, since he is a moron, he agrees.
And then you have the avid fans that come to see you the same nights each week for the same amount of time each session, and in most cases you just keep the price the same for them. Occasionally, I even enjoy talking to them. I might even lower my price on special occasions, or when I am in a shiny, happy, rainbow chasing mood.
I even have a guy that comes in, and OH MY GOD! This guy is so beautiful and sexy, and has such an extreeeeemely large dick, that I just know that even if I worked very very hard, I probably still wouldn't be able to take it all on the first try! And his wallet is even bigger! Now this man, he is just great. In every way that counts. I have been talking to him for two years, and we fall deeper in (virtual) love every time we visit. If I weren't such a realistic and cup half empty kind of person, I would totally accept his paid trip to Australia to see him. But alas, I cannot hide -- intro to the next section -- the real me!
Definitely not cheating, Yeah, maybe a few years ago I would have been a complete wreck if I had heard my husbansd was going elsewhere to "get his rocks off" but all in all, now that I have been introduced to a more interesting lifestyle as well, I now understand that the man may love or want the woman on the other side of the cam, but alot of the times, the woman just DOES NOT FEEL THE SAME!!! Don't get me wrong, alot of friendships can be made in this type of industry but it is a slim chance take something, that alot of other women consider cheating, even further than that by actually getting together in person to take the next step of truly cheating... Great article Lillie!!! Can't wait for the next one...
This is not cheating it is him watching porn but instead of being a video it is a live feed. I am a cam girl as well and I know most of my members are married. I have not had to do role-play with any of them as me being the one they want to cheat with yet. I would rather him be on the web with a virtual host as well and in the safety of his home then out getting some prostitute as well. I never thought like this at all yes you like porn and so do I. We can watch together if you want. Now if he went out and did it physically then there be a problem. Good job on this Lillie.
Thank you for your comments, Chelle and Heaven! That is exactly how I feel. Who doesnt love porn, Live or paper, by yourself or with a friend? LOL, Thanks for reading and I am glad you like them!
IMO, if it's something sexual or romantic that you have to hide from your spouse, it's cheating. Some degrees of cheating are worse than others, but it's still infidelity and it's still wrong.
However, I think your job sounds awesome and it seems like you do it very well! I'm interested to read the rest of this series.
Absolutely cheating! Betraying his wife. Not being faithful and the list goes on. Yes, it IS cheating in my monogamous-like mind.
not cheating
Eh-that is a fine line. The thing I am curious about is this: You pretend to meet in a bar, do you have props? I mean do you actually hold a drink in your hand and such? To be honest, I have never watched a cam show before, don't exactly have the money for that, so I am curious.
Nope. Not cheating!