Not-So-Secret Sharers…
While some argue that anonymous blogging lacks the accountability of “real” blogging, others claim the opposite: Without fear of your boss, friends and family reading your ramblings, a blogger can feel secure enough to share their most scandalous sexual exploits and edgiest opinions.
It’s no surprise, then, that the most compelling sex blogs are all written anonymously—with a freedom and fluency only the shield of a saucy screen name can give. There are literally hundreds of wildly talented scribes opinionating and arousing us with their musing, the vast majority writing behind a perceived wall of anonymity—which as it turns out, often offers protection as flimsy as a house of cards.
All of this occurred to me when SexIs first asked me to write this column. I had to choose to write under my real name, or a pseudonym.
Initially, the lure of anonymity was attractive. After all, my mum uses Google, and might stumble across what I write. But in the end, I passed.
Why? Because just a few weeks earlier, I’d sat at my laptop in the middle of the night, deleting “Half Nekkid Thursday” posts from what I’d thought was my anonymous blog, all because a blogging buddy of mine had pointed out a security flaw that made it easy to link my blog to my real name and email address.
Going incognito on the Internet was a lot harder than I thought, and that’s why eventually decided to write under my real name, but in the realm of sex blogging, anonymity is the rule, rather than the exception.
Why risk job, family and kids for the sake of writing about sex in the first place? It’s not a question that’s easily answered—but neither is it a new phenomenon.
People have been writing anonymously about sex for hundreds of years. Benjamin Franklin—perhaps the pioneer of pseudonymous snark—tackled puritan double standards about promiscuity as far back as 1747 in an anonymous article for London’s
General Advertiser.
Founding father, avid ladies' man and insightful social commentator, Benjamin Franklin
In the character of
Polly Baker, a promiscuous woman who’d given birth to five children out of wedlock, Franklin assailed a system that punished women for pregnancy outside of marriage, but gave a free pass to the horny men who’d knocked them up.
A century and a half later, French author Anne Desclos adopted the name Pauline Réage to write her seminal sadomasochistic novel,
The Story of O—a tale so explicit, its publisher was charged with obscenity.
It seems that there’s always been a burning instinct inside some people to express their sexuality. The proliferation of the Internet has just given more of them the opportunity.
And while that’s a great thing—giving us an enormous repository of amazing writing to enjoy—the rise of sex blogging has also made people more vulnerable than ever.
As mentioned previously, the most notable risk of blogging under a pseudonym is
discovery. Outed bloggers are faced with the sobering state of affairs of having a world audience discover
exactly whose dirty knickers were heretofore anonymously waving in the breeze. Ironically, it
seems being forced to own up to your own words engenders as much or more outrage as such “real” consequences as losing one’s livelihood or one’s family.
Case in point: One of the first sex blogs I started reading was by a fellow Brit:
Girl with a One-Track Mind (Abby Lee). A promiscuous Londoner, she wrote with an honesty and eroticism unfettered by the self-consciousness an “out” blogger might have suffered from.
Girl with a One-Track Mind followed in the footsteps of celebrity blogger
Belle Du Jour by publishing her blog as a novel. Shortly afterward, predatory paparazzi for the
Sunday Times tracked down the author and revealed her true identity.
“I now have had to deal with my entire family knowing that I write an explicit personal sex diary,” she wrote on her blog shortly afterwards. “It’s hell.”
When
Girl with a One-Track Mind was exposed by the
Sunday Times, she didn’t bite her tongue in attacking them: “In no way was it in the public interest to name me,” she complained on her blog, condemning the piece that exposed her as a “despicable article.”
Other outed bloggers have been similarly quick to attack those who exposed them, or condemn a perceived hypocrisy regarding their behavior. As much as I adore the writing of Girl with a One-Track Mind—and many bloggers like her—I always had a tough time buying that.
Girl, for instance, was very far from a shrinking violet. She’d penned a blog visited by seven million subscribers, and presumably received a nice advance for her popular book. She’d actively courted the limelight, so it seemed somewhat hypocritical to cry foul when she lost control over just how much of that limelight shone her way.
To a certain extent, that’s how I feel about exposed bloggers. No matter how or why they got outed, these bloggers were ultimately the ones who put themselves in a position to be exposed in the first place.
Nobody forced them to blog. Nobody demanded they share the scintillating secrets that they did. Quite the opposite, in fact—most of the outed bloggers actively courted attention—openly soliciting traffic and comments.
Just like with Girl with a One-Track Mind, it seems somewhat duplicitous to expect anonymity while simultaneously demanding attention.
We live in an age in which digital signatures force us to own our words in a way we’ve never had to before—even if we originally intended to write them anonymously.
That’s why the words of Tobias Wolff are perhaps more pertinent now than ever: “A piece of writing is a dangerous thing. It can change your life.”
Any sex blogger who’s been outed knows exactly how true that is.
Next time: When Blogs Attack!
Yep, we just held a privacy and discretion talk and I wrote a review of it here: [https://sexstl.com/thebeautifulkind/2011/01/privacy-discretion-in-the-sex-positive-community/]
One thing that was brought up: "If you have a sexy alter ego – say you’re a mommy blogger by day and a vixen sex blogger at night and you very much want to keep those two identities separate – don’t make the mistake I did and use the same email address for both accounts. They will eventually get linked. If you want to keep things separate, create separate accounts for your real name and your persona, right down to individual email addresses."
I'm so glad my family accepts me for who I am and loves me unconditionally. Now if only I wasn't being sued for full custody of my daughter because of my website...
Good advice, TBK. I set up a Google Alert for my name (I recommend everybody do this) and was horrified to find that my supposedly 'anonymous' blog appeared in the feed. It just goes to show that there's no such thing as anonymity on the Internet, so it's often more sensible to take the bull by the horns and just be YOU rather than perpetually live with the apprehension that somebody who shouldn't will find out about your Internet secret life.
I had similar problems. I was being harassed and my website attacked with false allegations left and right. Online image and reputation is very important to me, so I hired a team from [https://www.rexxfield.com/] and they dealt with these group of anonymous bloggers in a very short time. I've heard of other people like me that were blackmailed by anonymous bloggers so, be careful with your business.
I have an sex diary blog that I use a pen name for...I have wondered what would happen if I were discovered, in the end I don't think I care. Case in point to the fact that I put my face next to my naked pics...I am who I am.