"Male and female represent the two sides of the great radical dualism. But in fact they are perpetually passing into one another. Fluid hardens to solid, solid rushes to fluid. There is no wholly masculine man, no purely feminine woman."
Bigender...huh?
Bigender is a non-binary form of gender identity. The term boils down to a person that identifies with two genders. These could be very standard male and female personas, or it could be any two gender identities including two separate forms of androgyny. Typically, these gender identities express themselves at different times. One day a bigender person feels male, and the next they feel female. It doesn't necessarily shift daily, but it can. It's crucial to note that gender identity and sexual orientation are independent, and this is highly evident when you live with a bigendered person whose sexual orientation depends on their current gender identity.
My husband, and I do use this term to illustrate the male persona, is completely straight - he likes women. Not only is he straight, but he's very straight-laced. En femme, or girl mode as we call it, she is straight as well, as in she likes men, but has a singular attraction for me. Confused yet? I was at first too.
Like many people, I assumed plumbing dictates orientation. It doesn't. Sexual attraction and gender identity are both concepts of the mind. As hard as it can be for people who are at ease in the physical gender they are born with to understand, you aren't male or female because of what's between your legs. You are male, female, or whatever gender you are because of your brain. If the two match up, consider yourself lucky.
My husband, and I do use this term to illustrate the male persona, is completely straight - he likes women. Not only is he straight, but he's very straight-laced. En femme, or girl mode as we call it, she is straight as well, as in she likes men, but has a singular attraction for me. Confused yet? I was at first too.
Like many people, I assumed plumbing dictates orientation. It doesn't. Sexual attraction and gender identity are both concepts of the mind. As hard as it can be for people who are at ease in the physical gender they are born with to understand, you aren't male or female because of what's between your legs. You are male, female, or whatever gender you are because of your brain. If the two match up, consider yourself lucky.
Thanks for writing this, Kayletta. I'm in the same general ballpark as your partner, though in other ways different. I don't tend to feel male some days and female other days, but rather feel pretty constantly in the middle, maybe a bit toward the female side, though some days I am more to one side or the other.
I do have some very feminine clothes. I'm wearing a funky batik-ish skirt, T-shirt, and girly sandals as I write this, actually, and wear men's underwear very rarely (e.g., when I travel, and have to worry about the TSA). But, in general, I tend to wear more androgynous stuff, like women's jeans or tops that don't look obviously so and that I can wear in a clandestine way. And I often do my nails, or wear make-up that won't be obvious to cursory inspection. So it's tinted polishes, clear mascara, and lipstick that matches my natural color close enough, when I'm out in public. In that sense, I'm more private about my gender identity, though my wife and daughter know, and I'm starting to be (or, at least, thinking about being) a bit more out with friends.
I try to be conscious of what this all means for my wife, and she's been so amazingly supportive. I can't tell you how grateful I am for that. In many ways, she's more accepting and supportive of me than I am. But I know it must still be hard for her sometimes, and that's OK. We love each other, and we work through it.
Like you, I do find it puzzling why people care so much about gender norms and stereotypes. There's a story to be told about that, but, as you say, it's really no-one's business but ours.
This was a great story! Thanks .
This was a great story! I feel kind of like this myself but it is not as prevalent.
Wow, I really appreciate your story! Although I admit initially when reading the title of the article I was a bit skeptical that your life must be hard (purely based on lack of education for this subject) but after you described your day to day life it doesn't sound half bad! It really does sound like you have the best of both worlds. I find I am always surprised at how rude people can be. I feel if someone feels negatively about someone else's situation then they should shut their mouth. People never stop and think that the rude question they're about to ask is probably something the individual or family hears regularly.
Again, thanks so much for sharing! Hope to hear more from you
This is a great article!!! Thank you for sharing
Amazing article! This has helped me to understand a friend of mine better and what he/she goes through.
Thank you for this article. It made me do some soul searching. For sometime now I have considered myself to be genderfluid. but after reading this I felt that maybe bigender was a better description for me. I did some research and found yet a third term that I believe truly fits me. "Two spirit" is a term Native Americans have used for a very long time. Because of my religion I believe that this is truer to me. When I can across the term it just felt right, and I know we shouldn't place so much importance on labels, but I feel better having something to identify with. So, again, thank you for this article that led to self discovery for me.