"Live life to the fullest every precious minute, you never know when it could be taken away."
Every Journey Starts With a Single Step
My journey to Eden started with a bang! One I do not, nor will I ever, remember. I will tell you what I do remember, though, starting with those pesky little aliens and their big white tube, and ending with the many ways Eden has helped me to rebuild my life; sexually and mentally.
As I was lying in the tube, I heard a noise and managed to move my eye a bit to see a white being walking towards me. Fear was engulfing, blinding...fading to black. I'm not sure how long I had passed out from the fear of my 'nightmare', but when I woke again, my husband was walking in some doors towards me and had tears running down his face. The tube was nowhere to be seen and for the first time since I had left work to have lunch with my husband, I realized that something had happened along the way.
My husband walked over to me and took my hand, which was strapped down to a rail on the bed I was laying in, and told me he how glad he was to see me. How scared he was to not know if he would ever see me again. Confused, I tried to ask what had happened, but no words came out. After a few tries, I managed to ask him what was going on, what happened, and where the hell was I?
I was in a turn lane on the highway and was rear-ended by a truck doing 70MPH. I was seriously hurt and in the hospital waiting for the Lifelight to transport me to a major trauma center. His stepdad saw the accident and called him. My car was unrecognizable. My life, and who I was, was forever changed.
I was in the hospital for two weeks and had sustained a major amount of injuries. The two injuries that severely impacted my life were 5 broken ribs and major head trauma. I lost many of my memories, could not remember anything longer than a few minutes and felt very out of focus and distracted. I had minor brain damage and impact related ADD--these were permanent. After I went home, my recovery period for the ribs and other physical injuries were about two months. And the losses kept piling up.
As I was lying in the tube, I heard a noise and managed to move my eye a bit to see a white being walking towards me. Fear was engulfing, blinding...fading to black. I'm not sure how long I had passed out from the fear of my 'nightmare', but when I woke again, my husband was walking in some doors towards me and had tears running down his face. The tube was nowhere to be seen and for the first time since I had left work to have lunch with my husband, I realized that something had happened along the way.
My husband walked over to me and took my hand, which was strapped down to a rail on the bed I was laying in, and told me he how glad he was to see me. How scared he was to not know if he would ever see me again. Confused, I tried to ask what had happened, but no words came out. After a few tries, I managed to ask him what was going on, what happened, and where the hell was I?
I was in a turn lane on the highway and was rear-ended by a truck doing 70MPH. I was seriously hurt and in the hospital waiting for the Lifelight to transport me to a major trauma center. His stepdad saw the accident and called him. My car was unrecognizable. My life, and who I was, was forever changed.
I was in the hospital for two weeks and had sustained a major amount of injuries. The two injuries that severely impacted my life were 5 broken ribs and major head trauma. I lost many of my memories, could not remember anything longer than a few minutes and felt very out of focus and distracted. I had minor brain damage and impact related ADD--these were permanent. After I went home, my recovery period for the ribs and other physical injuries were about two months. And the losses kept piling up.
You are an incredibly strong woman! And yours is truly an amazing story! I know it sounds weird but I started tearing up a little at the end. Your story really touched me. I can't even begin to put it into words.
Amazing story! Thank you for sharing your experience with us!
Thank you for all the support and encouragement! This was very hard to write, it is so personal, but your responses and understanding have made the effort worthwhile and healing.
I've been on EF for one month & I think this article should be recommended reading for newbies! It's an absolutely beautifully written story! I applaud your decision to share such personal insight into your journey back from tragedy. You may never know how many people you touched with this article, but I want you to know, (for personal reasons I won't get into), how profoundly it touched me!