When I first got this item, I was excited about how it looked in the packaging. I was hoping it would be able to maintain pressure on my G-spot better than other vibrators had been able to. When I took it out, it had a strong smell, and I did have to wash it first. Although it is described as a jelly toy, it really wasn't. It was very rigid, and the thickness at the head concerned me.

Right away I had major issues with this toy based on the feel of it alone. Despite my concerns, I was willing to give it a try. Lubrication was required, even though I am usually pretty well aroused without help. The size of the toy made insertion painful, which, of course, caused me to pull back. After adding a water-based lubricant it did go in easier, but it was extremely uncomfortable. Its hardness made it difficult for me to respond properly; when I would have muscles tighten, the toys in lack of give made it painful. It was very disappointing.

Even though the vibrations were powerful, I could not relax and enjoy any of it due to the size, and the tough surface of the product. My partner tried to relocate it deeper, but that pulled it away from the perfect spot. It left me very frustrated. We finally tossed it to the side and broke out the toys we knew to be reliable. At that point, I was pretty sure it would not be used again. I was very disappointed.

The length is a little over 7 inches. It's narrow immediately after the curved bulb head that contains a powerful large bullet. After use, I wondered if it was possible to remove the bullet and toss the rest of the toy. It is supposed to be made of Jelly, but I have never felt a toy made of jelly that was so hard. Its girth at the bulb make it difficult to insert both alone and with a partner. It's especially hard if you are not soaking wet with arousal. I have never had this issue with any other toy.

I can say that, based on my first attempt with this toy, I was less than thrilled. I was ready to get rid of it altogether. I had heard of women being fisted, and I felt like that is pretty much what I had just endured. It was not anywhere near arousing, or titillating for me. Pain is okay, but this was not the kind that I enjoy.

I can say that my partner recently broke the toy out again, and this time it was much more enjoyable. It was brought out after extended foreplay AND actual intercourse. I had achieved an orgasm already, and was building towards another. No lubrication was needed this time, either, as I was extremely wet. For some reason, the second time around it was much more enjoyable. It hit the right spots, and its hardness was not as noticeable. It also was certainly not as painful.

While I was very timid of this toy after our first attempts, I have definitely begun to appreciate it much more. While it is not always on the toy list for every session, the more intense ones certainly rate the use of this beauty. Learning the best places to apply pressure, and my own body's ability to let me know when this will be enjoyed or not, has been the fun part.

While I would not order this toy as a gift for a beginner, I could certainly see my kinkier friends enjoying this as much as I have.