Just got this "toy" in the mail in a discreet brown box right after lunch. I don't think I have ever torn open a package that fast to try it. It came in a simple, dark, sealed plastic bag. I tore that open just as fast too.

I was a little worried when I saw the size of the round head that's going into my rectum. I had only put 3" circumference toys up my ass before. 3" is pretty much the circumference of your finger for an average person. What the heck! There's always the first time for everything. So I did my douching thingy with an enema bulb to make sure my rectum is all clean. Then I squat down in my shower and covered the head of the toy with as much water-based liquid lubricant as I can. Remember, I'm worried about the head size.

So there I squat, trying to push the head into my ass, and it won't go in. I inserted my finger to make sure the inner sphincter is open enough. Try it again. I can only insert the head halfway past the inner sphincter. So I added more liquid lubricant. Still wouldn't go in. Then I remembered that my water-based lubricating jelly is a lot thicker, stickier, and slimier. So I washed the toy and put a huge gob of the lubricating jelly onto the head and generously spread it around the head.

Let's try it again. This time, the head went right in! Success!! 4-1/4" circumference of the head went into my anus!! Then I applied some jelly on the ring and slipped it over my penis. I decided I was just going to "wear" it for a couple of hours to see how it feels. I couldn't even feel the toy in there when I was going up and down the stairs. Not bad!! So I sat down in front of my computer and did some work. Somehow, subconsciously, I was rolling back and forth in my chair, I couldn't concentrate, and my penis was rock hard, and I could feel some leakage of cum from my penis.

So I went back upstairs to the shower, stripped naked and sat on my shower bench and rocked the toy back and forth. I usually would shake like crazy when I use a vibrating prostate massager, and the p-waves hit, but with this toy, I didn't get any shakes at all. I just feel the urge to ejaculate. And I wasn't even touching or stroking my penis at all. I was literally dry humping the air while sitting on that shower bench. Cum was leaking out, and the urge to ejaculate got more intense. I must have dry-humped for at least 30 minutes until my back started to feel numb.

OK, I think my experiment with this toy is over. I just grabbed my penis and started stroking. Good lord, what a great feeling when I finally ejaculate!!

Now, I am worried. How am I going to get that 4-1/4" head out of my anus? I applied some of the same lubricating jelly on the neck and pushed the toy in and out to try to lube the inner sphincter, just in case. Then I half-pulled with my hand, and half-pushed with my ass, and the head finally popped out.