I felt ecstatic when receiving this toy in the mail. "Lucky me!" I said. "I honestly can't wait to get home, light a candle, and go to work when I get home tonight." Once home from work, I got settled and began experimenting. I used lube, of course, and warmed up with my fingers. After I got off work, I took a nice bath and relaxed my body. I was looking forward to a night dedicated to ME..simply me. I was going to make love to myself. I was going to accept passion and lust into my body, and learn and meditate from it. Overall, I was feeling wonderful. Nothing is better than at the end of a long day, giving yourself a well earned beautiful and an overwhelming full blown over-all body orgasm. And so, with a large glass of wine and calming music at my side, I got as comfortable as possible in bed. From what I remember, I was feeling particularly excited and loose. "A new toy!" I thought, "What new beautiful experiences can I have? Possibilities are endless. Please yourself like you deserve", I thought. By loose I mean that my body was perfectly relaxed and willing. Extremely ecstatic, I slowly allowed myself to dwelve into the forbidden passion of beautiful masturbation.


And in so, I began slowly, and extremely gently. I was "making love," after all. I began massaging my breasts, lower stomach and upper thighs. I slowly released my deep intake of breath, and made contact. I directly applied the beautifully tipped head of the toy to my clitoris. I expected magnificence..yet, was extremely and utterly underwhelmed.

For me personally, I like hard on action. I need it to be intense, constant, and long lasting for my satisfaction. The highest vibration setting upon my clitoris was barely even a tease. So underwhelming.

I began extremely slowly, simply using the vibration on my clitorous. Very little arousal occured. I could recognize the slight vibration as, "vibration" not as the, "OMG do me right now, please!" feeing. Moving forward, I just pumped harder and harder, striving and striving. It was not worth it.