When I first got this toy, it sat in my drawer for months for fear that it was too big for me to use. Then one day my partner brought it out and we took our time to make sure everything was ready. Since that day I first enjoyed this toy, I have been using it more casually learning that due to its squishy'ness, its size isn't that frightening at all.

The Ultra Realistic 3 material is very life-like, and has a flowery sent that fades in a few washing. The dusted on pink tip will also fade in the first or second washing. In the end, you're left with a clear, flavorless dildo. But there's more to it than that.

This dildo has two layers. The outer layer is extremely soft, realistic, and squishy. The inner layer is similar but has a tad less give to it.

In the end this dildo is rather limp compared to most, holding it with a fist at the base results in a forty-degree droop. However I have had no problem with that other than giving it a bit of extra push, or having to really hold and aim it to be able to use it anally (with a condom.)

I love the heavy veining that runs along the top side of this toy followed by the thick lip of its head. These sensations will drag over your g-spot again and again.

If you like to play rough, you'll never accidentally bruise yourself like you might with a glass or plastic toy. Even if a partner wants to hammer something into you, it'll squish just enough to keep it from being "too much" yet won't take away from that extra push you're looking for. This is a toy you can go crazy with without worry.

If you're into butt plugs, I'd highly recommend this toy for you. The push of the plug will easily manipulate this toy to give it a bit more "umph" that's needed to hit your spot.

Because of its size and skin-like texture you also may want to use a lubricant.

This toy has a small issue of picking up lint, but it certainly isn't a dirt collector. It rinses clean and works fine with any standard toy cleaner.

However its jelly material is one that requires frequent replacement. Four to six months should keep you worry free with ever use.

Be sure to use this toy with a condom if you do wish to use it anally.

I had used this toy before, but never with a butt plug so large. Balanced with my clitoral bullet, I was in all the pleasure I needed. Pumping myself faster than normal, I thought I'd have an amazing clitoral orgasm based on how aroused I was.

Yet it didn't feel the same. The feel of my dildo inside of me was better, and so good, that I did it faster. I thought my body was gripping to those veins that felt so great against my front wall.

Straining to keep going as the orgasm built, it was all worth it when my dildo gave me my first g-spot squirting orgasm.

Since then, this has been my favorite method. I squirt almost every day because of this wonderful toy.

From now on, there will always be two in my toy box.

Perhaps three, they have one with balls too which would make sitting on it anally while using another Blush vaginally so much easier.