I can't tell you how excited I was to get this. I mean, I was kid in a candy store excited! Finally, she arrived in a plain brown box, of course. Wrapped in a plain blister pack she was all smooth and shiny red. Made of silicone, she was dishwasher safe. Silicone also means water-based lubricants only! Always, always cover your toys, in use and out! It makes things so much simpler! She was a big girl! I guess I should be saying guy here, huh? The toy is a nice 10" long with 7 1/2" of insertable length (5" in circumference) and the bulb end has 3 3/4" of insertable length (with 5 1/2" of circumference). He weighed in at a hefty 1 pound. The wireless, battery operated bullet offered good strong vibrations.

Iouldn't wait for hubby to get home. Aren't I a lucky girl to have such an adventurous hubby? In the meantime, I thought I'd give it a try and see if I could figure this thing out. I knew I had been doing my kegels for years, so hopefully this wouldn't be too difficult. Needless to say, I was picking up good vibrations until it was time for hubby to get home.

Hubby got home! That's when the trouble started. Good lube...check, good mood...check, feeldoe...check. Okay, we were ready to go! The Feeldoe was inserted and lubed up with my favorite Astro-Glide, then up on my knees...boy, he was heavy! I got him in and hubby liked the size and feel. The problem was on my end. Trying to keep my vaginal muscles clenched tight enough to hold it in and fuck my husband at the same time? Well, things did not go so well there. If it didn't slip out of me, it slipped out of hubby. It was hard to tell how far out I had pulled. I felt like I really had no control when I should have had all the control. Hubby finally came up with the solution of him fucking me. That should work right? Wrong again! The feeldoe still kept popping out of me. It works well enough in that position that we can use it for hubby's pleasure and he'll take care of me after. Maybe if the bulb were a little bigger, it would work better. If only I could put this one in a harness!

I think we have tried every basic position known, trying to find one that works for both of us. The vibrations are great for me and I must admit I've had an orgasm or two. If I were completely honest about it I don't know if it was from the Feeldoe itself or if it was because I was getting to fuck my husband! The position that seems to work best for us is with him on top riding my "cock". That way I'm able to keep my legs together and clench my PC muscles. He's doing most of the thrusting. It still tries to wiggle out, but not as much as in other positions. On a positive note, we did figure out that the bulb end works quite well as a handle and the Feeldoe can be quite pleasurable for the recipient, whoever he or she may be!