Oh, was this intimidating when I first pulled it out of the box. I thought I'd never be able to get it in! I was using another toy at the time. I began with that and then tried this bad boy out. It hurt initially and I went back to the old toy. But I didn't give up. With a little lube, I tried it a couple more times and now I don't play with anything else.

The length is just enough. I love the feeling of deep penetration and this guy feels great when it reaches my cervix. It's called Ballsy for a reason. I never lose my grip when I'm working fast and furious. The balls feel great against my clit. It has a great texture. The material is relatively safe and easy to clean. I use a toy cleaner before and after every use. The suction cup is great for in the shower. This toy is firm but not rigid. I love experimenting with different angles and positions.

I had previously been using a vibrator with a twirling shaft. I discovered that I didn't really enjoy either of those features. The shaft was narrow. I would have to squeeze my vaginal muscles to get any kind of sensation. I bought the Ballsy Crystal Jelly with that in mind. No need to clench with this toy. It works best any way I wanna use it.

When I first opened it, I noticed a rather strong scent. I couldn't tell whether it was an actual scent or more the smell of the material. It put me off greatly at first. But after awhile the smell faded. Thank Goodness! I felt nauseous every time I opened my toy box. It has also experienced some discoloration. I think it may have to do with the fact that my house is supplied with well water.