I’m a hundred and fifteen pounds, five feet and eight inches, of pure woman. Even without make up and sporting a boyishly short hair cut there’s no disguising my femininity. I even fail the lesbian finger test by nearly a centimeter and can’t get my girlfriend to stop cooing over how “girly” my vagina is. That said, I’ve got penis envy worse than any “stone butch” I’ve ever met. For first time of my sexually active life I’ve found a wonderfully indulgent girlfriend who can’t wait to take my phantom cock.

Obviously then my first step was to replace that cock with a quality silicone dildo. After all, even monogamous it’s cleanliness is absolutely unbeatable. I was sad to sacrifice my desire for a softer, more skin like dick, but with the money and time we save by not using condoms it makes the purchase worth it. The Small Silk collects lint like crazy though, and it’s a bit awkward trying to figure out how to wash/sterilize the thing every time it touches a non body part when you live in a dorm and share a bathroom with 50 other people.

Neither my girlfriend or I have slept with men before so we decided on The Small Silk|Small silk Dildo by Tantus because of size. My Girlfriend was concerned it would be too small where as I was afraid to hurt her with it. She also found the idea of using what’s primarily considered to be an anal toy vaginally but since I was buying she was content to go along with it. As it turned out the dimensions fit perfectly, even if they didn‘t exactly look impressive when I wore it with a strap on harness. It didn't exactly meet my expectations of "my" cock but I was aware of that when I purchased it. There are so few toys out there meant for vaginal use that take into consideration that not all women have porn star depth or circumference. The average vagina is only 5 some inches deep and nearly all of it’s nerve endings, not to mention the g spot are within the first few. The Small Silk was able to stimulate them all without bumping the cervix and I would highly recommend it for first time users who aren‘t sure they‘ll find a dildo satisfying and are hesitant to spend to much finding out. I’m happy to say we tried it.

The only other downside of the Small Silk was the grip. Being so short the recipients juices (and this got my girlfriend gushing!) get all over both the shaft and base, making it difficult to hold. Regardless if you’ve got the perseverance to use the Silk by hand and deal some slippage, those are the exactly consequences you’re looking for.