I really enjoy the look and feel of this toy, but unfortunately it is too big for me both width and length wise. Even with a lot of lube it was still painful to use. I also dislike that the toy is silicone because I can only use water-based lubes, which never provide enough lubrication for me. Even though it is designed to be a strap on, I used it as a regular dildo and it worked just fine despite it being a little flimsy to hold.

I'm also afraid of cleaning it because soap and water never seems to be enough. I've always been very weary about silicone toys because they always tend to give me lady problems. I believe that I may have gotten a yeast infection because of a reaction to this toy, or it just not being clean enough. It is rather difficult to clean as it is really flimsy and it has a lot of ridges where things can get stuck inside.

I will try to use it again and keep you updated, I think it may work better if I am more turned on so that I will have more natural lubrication. I enjoy using it to tease my boyfriend, I like to make him watch me use it. It also almost resembles his penis, so it drives him mad to watch me use it. Hopefully if I try hard enough I can use it without any pain as it is an amazingly designed toy otherwise.

If you are thinking about purchasing this toy, I would keep a few things in mind. 1. It is rather large, and may take some work to insert it and use in comfortably, especially if you're petite like I am. 2. It is not the easiest toy to clean, so you're going to have to make sure to take the time to clean it thoroughly no matter how long it takes. 3. It is made of silicone, so if you're a silicone lube lover like me, you cannot use it on this toy. If you've never used sex toys before, I would suggest you start with something smaller and easier to clean so it doesn't just end up sitting in your drawer because it is too large.