When I heard that EdenFantasys was sending me a heart-shaped paddle as my first toy to review, I was a little concerned.  They were sending an item with which my lover could beat me.  Bearing in mind that he teaches power generation for a living, you'll understand my worry. This felt like a punishment, and yet I was sure they said they liked my writing!

The package arrived; Ruf opened the box and was very excited.  It was a sort of white vinyl, about the size of a large hand mirror with a heart-shaped top, one side of which was covered with pinky fur.  It looked so sweet.  Surely it couldn't hurt that much.

He proceeded to pull back the bedclothes and deliver three or four stinging blows to my bottom and thighs.  Owowow!  Even with the furry side delivering the thwack, it was still very sore.  I'm afraid I'm not as brave as some of my blogging colleagues who totally adore the concept of being marked by the red stripes of a cane or whip.  I am quite clearly a pussy.

We spent the morning in bed with me carefully avoiding mentioning the new toy in case he got any ideas.  Leaving me half-asleep under the duvet, he went to check a few things on the computer.  A short while later, he slid back into the bed again and wrapped himself around me.  Just the presence of his hard body against mine in sleepy mode had the desired effect.  His fingers sought out the object of his desire and found it warm and wet and ready for immediate penetration.  Sliding me onto all fours, he started to pump, harder and harder, feeling the orgasm building up inside me.

And that's when he hit me.  Once, twice, three times.  Hard on my buttock.  But this time there was no pain, only the intensity of the shockwaves that reverberated through my body, meeting those coming down from the orgasm going off in my head.

I could hear myself yelling at him to hit me harder.  Again and again as he rode me, screaming with excitement.  Each thwack of the paddle increasing the decibels emanating from my mouth until we both collapsed into an exhausted heap.

Strangely, now that I know how to use it to get the best effect for me, I'm quite looking forward to the next time me and the paddle get acquainted.

We come back to this again and again. Definitely one of the best toys we have when used in conjunction with a wand clit stimulator|Hitachi magic wand. And Ruf just loves using it because of the positive reactions. He has likened it to drumming two syncopated rhythms.  Fingers or cock versus the paddle, and he's becoming very proud of some of his compositions. I certainly have no complaints and have even been known to beg for it because it is the only thing that will give me the satisfaction I need at that time.