Now, to be honest, this is my first anal toy and the first time sticking anything in there by anyone who wasn't a doctor. And now that's out and in the air, can I say I kind of enjoyed it?

The problem was getting it in there in the first place. Yes, I was relaxed, I knew it was coming and I was willing. The thing is the combination of the slipperiness of the lubricant and the design on the toy. It is gel. It's not very rigid. Yes the the plastic vibrator portion, but you have to get past the first "bead" first. For him, it became like threading a needle that is very slippery and flimsy. If you don't get it the first few times, it can get pretty awkward and nothing kills the mood like awkwardness, especially for a new toy and double that for the first time that you're doing any anal play. Besides, if you're doing it with your partner, it gets to that point "ENOUGH! It's just time to fuck." Nonetheless, it's a great thing we didn't give up on it all together and tried again.

Since my ass was lubricated already, he started fingering me back there and Eureka! He had an epiphany and decided to finger me while guiding the Spectra gel. Before you knew it, I was having fun (not that I wasn't before.) Once we got past the vibrator portion, I had no problem getting to the base.

And it felt different, It felt great. The feeling of double penetration and having it be him at both ends. Where have I been? For him, he would feel the vibrations from inside. It was even easier doggie style, it felt like he had two penises. He, on the other hand, said that it would hurt his abdomen from the base hitting it, but that was fine for me (and he'll just have to deal with it).

The method of cleaning that we use is wiping it clean and (with its own towel) scrubbing it with mild detergent and hot water. We sanitized it by putting boiling water and a capful of bleach into a container and holding it from the end in there. We towel dried it and placed it into a zipper top plastic bag. The silicone can start to gather icky stuff if it's left in open air. It also smelled like chemicals when we first got it, but it goes away. It's like a friendly reminder to clean before you use!

[Editor's Note: This toy is not made of Silicone, it is made of Jelly. Proper cleaning is recommended. Jelly material can't be sterilized like silicone-so no boiling water. Since jelly toys can't be sanitized they can't be shared-unless you put a condom over them. Clean jelly toys with the warm water and toy cleaner. Don't use strong soaps on them and keep in a cool dark place.]