I was always highly ashamed of mine until my partner and I got together. He's finally convinced me they are not ugly or wrong just because they're... funky and unique. Lol. I truly hated them and would've preferred to have a flat chest than what I did have. I planned to have surgery until he finally convinced me that he really loved them and then I realized there was NO need for surgery. When I was in school everybody spent the summers at our local pool and a guy pulled my swim suit top off when I was 13 and even today people still say I'm the girl with one big boob and one small one. I hated that. One is an A and one a C. When it finally came time for the consultation for the surgery, I had everything planned for years, I didn't go. I had just started truly believing he really thought they were beautiful. Why shouldn't I? I should have them cut and stuffed because a few immature guys made fun of me? No way. No siree! Lol.
I still don't absolutely love them, but I'm fine with them. My nipples are not the size of quarters, but my areolas are slightly larger than quarters. Years ago I had my nipples pierced and ever since I took them out they stay noticably erect! Lol. It can be very embarrassing because they REALLY poke out! I usually wear no padding or close to none. I just wear a bra that has thick enough material, no silk or anything thin, just a slightly molded cup or a thicker material to conceal those guns pointing at ya! Lol. I only wear a bra when I'm leaving the house. ONLY then. I don't like the dangers. Lol. I also have had a breast lump for 3 years that gets much larger when constricted with regular bra use. Lol. I keep it off as much as possible. I do not like padding or push up. I do not like the fake look and don't like to make them look bigger than what they are. I actually kind of like the smallish size. Mine aren't really stick out big, they're wide-big. Since they're not too big, they're still pretty perky so I don't use any kind of serious support. I do wear underwire though.
I like that my partner doesn't want me to live up to the unrealistic "perfect" expectations that most do. Most men have this image of what beautiful is and they aren't too happy when you break it to them that normal women, real women do not look like a porn star, but are much more beautiful since they have beautiful flaws. Flaws ARE a part of beauty. I don't think I'd be all that unique if both boobs were the same size! Ha lol. My partner tells me that God HAD to make one boob bigger because he realized he'd made me perfect and no human can be perfect. So yea, he had to hurry up and make one boob big and one small then he said "There! She's all done!" Lol. HAHA. It's nice of him to go so far as to say that and I'm EXTREMELY blessed that he for some reason seems to believe it, but I myself, don't believe it. Still, he's given me a whole new way of thinking about myself and that can't hurt too much.
Now, I have wondered if it was possible to have a surgery to make the areolas smaller, but that's like pigmented skin or something? Lol. Not sure how or if that can be done, but I wouldn't mind that. I think my areolas are too big for my smalles boob. Here I go finding a flaw to pick at! Lol. Anyways, I've tried researching it, but know nothing about that type of surgery. ? I know it cannot be done with a skin lightener unless you want to totally lighten and possibly make disappear, the entire areola! Yikes!
