This may be a bit long so bare with me please.
I am 21, a recent thyroid cancer survivor that I will need to take medication for the rest of my life now, have fibromyalgia, and suffer from schizophrenia, depression, and extreme anxiety/paranoia that I am also on a slew of medications for.
I've been sexually active since 16 and have never had an orgasm in my life. I've never particularly enjoyed sex either. Not much sensation despite trying everything I could think of. I've been on various medications, far too many to list since I was 13. I hit puberty very early around 9 when I got my period.
Am I just broken or have all of these meds, treatments, and mental issues squashed my libido completely? For a while I researched asexuality but that does not fit me. I crave affection and eventually will feel attracted to someone if I get close to them and love them enough. I suppose I fit in the category of demi-sexual.
Does anyone have any advice? Am I broken for good? I'm weaning off some of my medications now under the supervision of a doctor but there are some well known to decrease sex drive I am dependent on for life or I will become too mentally unstable. I'm at a loss and don't know what to do, so frustrated about this situation. I'm currently single and have had 3 partners in the past, none of which could help me nor can I seem to help myself.
I am 21, a recent thyroid cancer survivor that I will need to take medication for the rest of my life now, have fibromyalgia, and suffer from schizophrenia, depression, and extreme anxiety/paranoia that I am also on a slew of medications for.
I've been sexually active since 16 and have never had an orgasm in my life. I've never particularly enjoyed sex either. Not much sensation despite trying everything I could think of. I've been on various medications, far too many to list since I was 13. I hit puberty very early around 9 when I got my period.
Am I just broken or have all of these meds, treatments, and mental issues squashed my libido completely? For a while I researched asexuality but that does not fit me. I crave affection and eventually will feel attracted to someone if I get close to them and love them enough. I suppose I fit in the category of demi-sexual.
Does anyone have any advice? Am I broken for good? I'm weaning off some of my medications now under the supervision of a doctor but there are some well known to decrease sex drive I am dependent on for life or I will become too mentally unstable. I'm at a loss and don't know what to do, so frustrated about this situation. I'm currently single and have had 3 partners in the past, none of which could help me nor can I seem to help myself.