For a few years, I kept journals of sex with my fiancee. My fiancee is the only woman about whom I have kept detailed sex journals. We had sex on our first date that was intensely euphoric. So I'd journal what we did, what she told me, her responses to sexual stimuli, and crucial factors of every sexual experience. I still have those journals. I also have hundreds of naked photos of my fiancee, and I have no clue of how many pron videos. Photos and videos helped me to remember what she liked, enjoyed, and caused her to experience sexual euphoria.
Sex with the woman I was then dating who has since become my fiancee was so much more euphoric than any sex I have had prior, that I felt compelled to journal our experiences. I can convey with near 100% accuracy the first facial I gave her, that she had asked me to cum on her face, and that she hadn't had a guy cum on her face since she was in college. I have a photo of the first facial I gave her. She had a coy smile with my full wad upon her face. She loved it.
I recorded one of our first dates nearly verbatim. She was in an inebriated condition when she confidently told me she'd give me the absolute best blow job I have ever had. I asked why she was so confident. I recorded her telling me that one of her first boyfriends encouraged her to explore boundaries of her sexuality. She had blow job experience, but she had never before sucked a guy's balls. He encouraged her to explore his cock with her mouth and to suck his balls. He told her that sucking his balls would make he cum more quickly when she blew him. That's how she learned that sucking a guy's balls would make him cum more quickly when she blew him. She adorably told me that she was naive. Her then boyfriend encouraged her to explore boundaries of her sexuality so he could receive more of her excellent blow jobs. She did add that if he wanted his cock sucked, all he had to do was ask her and she'd of done it.
As soon as my fiancee knew she could trust me without judgment, she confided in me her most secret sexual experiences. She knew that I'd never judge her, and I haven't. We are each other's best friend. She has told me that I know more about her including her sexuality than anyone including her ex-husband.
My fiancee has an adorable, innocent manner in which she'll openly and honestly discuss sex. She's very good looking with a great body. When she brought up anal sex, she was incredulous that I had never had anal sex. She was absolutely adorable when she questioned me about why I had not had anal sex, and even more adorable when she told me about her anal sex experiences. By then, I was either in love with her or hopelessly on the path of falling in love with her. The intensity of my love grew exponentially and she become phenomenally more adorable when she coyly tried to convince me to surrender my anal sex virginity to her.
I do write professionally. It's an avocation, an innate talent. My fiancee has told me many times that I should write a novel based upon our relationship. I replied to her that her kids would know that she would be the protagonist. In essence, they would read of the countless sex acts in which we've engaged. She didn't think it would be a wise idea.
As far as dreams experienced during sleep, I give them no consideration.
