Read your story, it made me stop and think about what I was asking. You see, I have no excuse, not than an excuse is a reason to cheat, but I have none. My hubby is kind, considerate, thoughtful, helpful everything every woman ever dreamed of wanted. He is a good, kind, honest & sincere man, always there for me.

I guess over the past year with all the changes and self-improvements I been doing for my self, I've just wanted more. Believe me, my ego doesn't need anymore boosting, I'm feeling better than I ever have which in itself causes a small problem. Men look and react to me much differently, less conflicting and more agreeable. Even lately one reaches out and touches my shoulder or arm and I feel a small spark.

Fortunately though the opportunity would never happen (for reasons I don't wish to mention here), and after reading your article I couldn't betray him that way, he doesn't deserve it. I am already racked with too much guilt over my life for doing the right thing all the time. Doing something wrong will only make me loose the self-esteemed I've finally gained.

Thank you