Would you be grossed out or think it's hot? What should girls with the fetish do about it?
So this is my little story....I have been seeing someone for over 7 months. We've only gone as far as having oral. I've never had intercourse and won't until I'm ready. I've told him before that I like swallowing semen and getting it on me. About a month ago, I gave him a blow job then fingered myself while his semen was on my finger. I did it in the heat of the moment and it was a turn on. Last week, we were in his hot tub and talking about pregnancy, infertility and abortions (you know, the same stuff everyone talks about when they're in a hot tub lol). I decided to confess what I had done since it seemed related. His face squished up and I asked if he was mad. He said "well, you need to be careful about getting pregnant". After I reminded him I'm on birth control (to treat pcos. So there is like zero chance of getting pregnant), he didn't seem to care. We didn't talk about it for the rest of the night and things seemed normal, but I was still worried about what happened. We have barely talked since that night. He said he's in Canada seeing his mom who may have breast cancer, but I don't know if he's avoiding me just because he's busy with his mother or if he's freaked out by me.
Am I paranoid or should I not have put his semen in me?
So this is my little story....I have been seeing someone for over 7 months. We've only gone as far as having oral. I've never had intercourse and won't until I'm ready. I've told him before that I like swallowing semen and getting it on me. About a month ago, I gave him a blow job then fingered myself while his semen was on my finger. I did it in the heat of the moment and it was a turn on. Last week, we were in his hot tub and talking about pregnancy, infertility and abortions (you know, the same stuff everyone talks about when they're in a hot tub lol). I decided to confess what I had done since it seemed related. His face squished up and I asked if he was mad. He said "well, you need to be careful about getting pregnant". After I reminded him I'm on birth control (to treat pcos. So there is like zero chance of getting pregnant), he didn't seem to care. We didn't talk about it for the rest of the night and things seemed normal, but I was still worried about what happened. We have barely talked since that night. He said he's in Canada seeing his mom who may have breast cancer, but I don't know if he's avoiding me just because he's busy with his mother or if he's freaked out by me.
Am I paranoid or should I not have put his semen in me?