Just hit 26 under two weeks ago. I feel weird about it. I spent a lot of my young years dating/married to a really mentally ill unmedicated man and then settled into a sexless relationship where I was rejected for well over a year. I stayed because I my kidneys stopped working so well and was sick and it felt comfortable and safe. I stayed faithful for two years to that man, despite being rejected in lieu of him perusing high school/college girls on Facebook (doing body shots and in bikinis etc) as well as looking at naked pics of ex gfs and girls at raunchy outdoor music festivals; girls fucking each other at bachelor parties.
Anyway! I feel I wasted a lot of my sexy, free, childless (still childless but I'm not getting any younger, of course), youthful prime years stuck in relationships with men with no libidos.
No wrinkles yet though I'm a huge sun worshipper but have awesome genetics so I am crossing my fingers. No saggage yet either! I sometimes think I look better now than five years ago. But for how long, I ask myself? Lol...how many hot and sexy and free and wild years left? Scary stuff. Our culture WORSHIPS youth!