Hey all, just had a conversation with a friend that I've had some romantic interest in that ... ended less-than-ideally. I'm transgender, identified as agender but am still having a bit of an internal crisis as I learn more about myself. I am a natal male, but present androgynously. Since this is the only place where I don't feel others will go "Ew, TMI." so I'll just cut to the chase:
This friend and I both have feelings for each other, but I didn't give him a heads-up about my gender situation at the start and only have recently told him. He still refers to me with exclusively male pronouns, and the conversation I just had with him basically boiled down to him being frustrated at my dysphoria about my male figure/organs. Because of this, I'll clam up and sometimes even shut down if he makes any sexual mention to my penis or any situation where I would be playing a "male" part.
He's basically acting like I'm punishing him by not being comfortable talking about or doing certain things sexually, and is generally having a hard time understanding that sex and gender aren't one and the same. So... what do I do? Should I continue talking to him, do I stay his friend? Should I "warn" people I may get involved with sexually/romantically right away in the future? He isn't abusive about it, just frustrated and confused. I'm aware that anything on the romantic front is probably hopeless by now... but can I salvage the friendship, at least? Is there anyone else who has been through something similar? Thanks in advance.
This friend and I both have feelings for each other, but I didn't give him a heads-up about my gender situation at the start and only have recently told him. He still refers to me with exclusively male pronouns, and the conversation I just had with him basically boiled down to him being frustrated at my dysphoria about my male figure/organs. Because of this, I'll clam up and sometimes even shut down if he makes any sexual mention to my penis or any situation where I would be playing a "male" part.
He's basically acting like I'm punishing him by not being comfortable talking about or doing certain things sexually, and is generally having a hard time understanding that sex and gender aren't one and the same. So... what do I do? Should I continue talking to him, do I stay his friend? Should I "warn" people I may get involved with sexually/romantically right away in the future? He isn't abusive about it, just frustrated and confused. I'm aware that anything on the romantic front is probably hopeless by now... but can I salvage the friendship, at least? Is there anyone else who has been through something similar? Thanks in advance.