I used to literally feel physical pain when someone touched my vagina because I have some tearing in that area. For a long time, I did not feel comfortable with that area at all. However, recently I bought myself a binder and a packer and I feel a lot more comfortable with my body. I cammed a few weeks ago, and hated that everyone wanted to see my "man pussy", but now that I feel like my appearance is outwardly male, I think I've began to feel comfortable with acknowledging that it is there and it can be changed. However, it feels so much better having a toy in my anus, or in both, I have to say. I still have to get off using my minipenis though.
Has anyone ever had a similar experience? I just thought it was so strange, especially hearing about how a lot of FTMs do not feel comfortable putting anything in that area.
Has anyone ever had a similar experience? I just thought it was so strange, especially hearing about how a lot of FTMs do not feel comfortable putting anything in that area.