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I Can't Stop Stroking My Cock...

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Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
It's true. I'm addicted to my cock. I'm not masturbating. I'm not fucking anything. I'm just lovingly stroking my cock. I mean look at it. There it is, lying next to me on the bed. My cock is not part of my body because I am physically a female. But my cock is my cock, and I love it. Almost too much.

It's a Realdoe Feeldoe, manufactured by Tantus. The skin tone doesn't perfectly match mine; instead, it's a few tones darker, like a real set of cock and balls normally would be. It's veiny and just a touch softer than the average silicone dildo, making it feel a little more realistic. The surface is silky like real skin. There's even a folding detail under the ridge to show the retraction of foreskin, my favorite feature. The head is pronounced with a highly detailed frenulum, and the shaft is curved deliciously, working well for both G-spot and P-spot stimulation. I'm even glad it doesn't have balls.

I just realized I'm typing one-handed, the other having drifted over to once more stroke my long, velvety, veiny dick. It calls for my attention like a siren to a sailor. But that's okay. It is, after all, my dick. A beautiful gift from my wonderful boyfriend. A dream come true for this pegger. I no longer experience cock envy because I have the best one in the books. And I can't wait to use it on him yet again.

10/21/2011
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Contributor: Midway through Midway through
What a wonderful poeticness to the description of the toy. You have real talent in writing!

I have wanted a realdoe for a long time. I just never end up buying it- I save up enough to buy it, and end up buying other things. I'm such a horrible impulse buyer
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
Quote:
Originally posted by Midway through
What a wonderful poeticness to the description of the toy. You have real talent in writing!

I have wanted a realdoe for a long time. I just never end up buying it- I save up enough to buy it, and end up buying other things. I'm such a ... more
Aw, thank you for those kind words! I really appreciate it ^_^

That happens to me ALL the time. I have what many in my family have called "Spend-it-itis." If I save up enough money for something but happen to go somewhere with it in my pocket... BOOM. Broke Pixie. It felt almost impossible to save up the over $70 for my boyfriend's collar. It took a whole YEAR!
10/21/2011
Contributor: wrecklesswords wrecklesswords
Very poetic! I liked reading that even though I'm not into realistic dildos. This did kind of turn me on to it though. hehehe
10/21/2011
Contributor: Ciao. Ciao.
What a delightfully sexy description glad you are loving your realdoe!
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by wrecklesswords
Very poetic! I liked reading that even though I'm not into realistic dildos. This did kind of turn me on to it though. hehehe
Thanks, glad I could have an effect!
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
Quote:
Originally posted by Ciao.
What a delightfully sexy description glad you are loving your realdoe!
Thank you, I really am ^_^
10/21/2011
Contributor: ToyTimeTim ToyTimeTim
That was great, just love it.

Pretty much how I feel about mine.
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by ToyTimeTim
That was great, just love it.

Pretty much how I feel about mine.
Thanks! But you at least have a real cock (Or so I would assume!)
10/21/2011
Contributor: Pixel Pixel
Oh, yummy! I've been looking into getting a Share for pegging, but this is an awesome alternative! Drat...now I have a seriously hard decision to make over which to get.
10/21/2011
Contributor: DeliciousDrip DeliciousDrip
Idk how anybody could pass this post and not open it. It was definitely not what i expected but THNKX, this just made my day.
I LOVE the first paragraph.

You even go from calling it "cock" to calling it "dick"! LMFAO
I'm happy for you and your cock? dick? and your boyfriend!!!
10/21/2011
Contributor: MR Chickhabit MR Chickhabit
I too have a cock that is a few shades darker than my body.

its normal and awesome, its like my dick is another entity entirely
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by Pixel
Oh, yummy! I've been looking into getting a Share for pegging, but this is an awesome alternative! Drat...now I have a seriously hard decision to make over which to get.
To be honest, the Share is definitely more recommended than the Feeldoe line by most people who have tried both. It's supposed to be easier to hold, and just the right hardness not to bend upon insertion OR completely impale the receiver. But I'm just a little "gender confused" I'd say, and my longing for a real cock was much greater than the need for an easy-to-use dildo. If you get anything related to Feeldoe, be prepared to have a LITTLE more work ahead of you, as well as a possible need for a harness, depending on the strength and stamina of your Kegel muscles, as well as the amount of wetness your vagina produces. Hope this was helpful, good luck! ^_^
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by DeliciousDrip
Idk how anybody could pass this post and not open it. It was definitely not what i expected but THNKX, this just made my day.
I LOVE the first paragraph.

You even go from calling it "cock" to calling it "dick"! ... more
You know? I had hoped someone would enjoy this post this much ^_^ TELLING me I made your day, has made mine, so thanks for that. Glad you enjoyed! ^_^
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by MR Chickhabit
I too have a cock that is a few shades darker than my body.

its normal and awesome, its like my dick is another entity entirely
In some ways, it probably IS another entity! There is a portion of the brain dedicated solely to the erection process, sexual arousal, pleasure, the whole reproductive process. Perhaps the natural darkness is a physical indication of this???
10/21/2011
Contributor: froggiemoma froggiemoma
stroke away!
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by froggiemoma
stroke away!
Oh believe me, I am ^_~
10/21/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
I've decided since I could always use a little more training in my Kegel muscles, and since I can't seem to put it away anyway, I might as well wear it around the house so I have my hands free!
10/22/2011
Contributor: Pinkhare Pinkhare
Quote:
Originally posted by MeliPixie
I've decided since I could always use a little more training in my Kegel muscles, and since I can't seem to put it away anyway, I might as well wear it around the house so I have my hands free!
That is an awesome idea!
10/25/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by Pinkhare
That is an awesome idea!
Why thank you!

Turns out my Kegels don't need any training... I was holding it in so tight, it pushed waaay up against my nether lips... and they went numb ^^;;
10/25/2011
Contributor: Jenna@Tantus Jenna@Tantus
(Tantus)
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Originally posted by MeliPixie
I've decided since I could always use a little more training in my Kegel muscles, and since I can't seem to put it away anyway, I might as well wear it around the house so I have my hands free!
This is going to sound bizarre, but honestly? That's what we recommend to newbies anyway. Most people buy one and try it out for the first time during sex - which can lead to disappointment, because it takes a while to get used to.

We actually tell people to wear it around the house. Don't make love first thing - go make coffee, or dinner or somesuch. Walk around the house a few times. Get used to it before you try it out with a partner.

This is a great post, BTW
10/25/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
Quote:
Originally posted by Jenna@Tantus
This is going to sound bizarre, but honestly? That's what we recommend to newbies anyway. Most people buy one and try it out for the first time during sex - which can lead to disappointment, because it takes a while to get used to.

We ... more
Hi! It's good to hear from you! I was actually going to send you an email thanking you for all your help a few months ago, in figuring out whether this Feeldoe was for me. You were super helpful and my boyfriend and I both really appreciated it. Neither of us regrets buying this. He actually surprised me with it about a week ago, when he came to pick me up for our most recent visit, it was waiting in a box in the backseat. I could tell by the weight and size of the box what it was, but I didn't want to ruin it for him, so after fif-TEEN minutes of struggling with the box, my suspicions were confirmed with a squeal, and I made him pull over and kiss me ^_^

Actually, I already knew the best way to get used to it was to wear it! Remember we already have the original Feeldoe Violet, and have had for almost two years now. The reason I thought I needed more training is because it's a little heavier (an ounce maybe?) and feels less secure inside me, but honestly I need a harness to use both. (Not at once of course!) But when I just want to have a cock, this is the one I choose to wear around the house. Too bad if I want one all day every day, I'd have to get a packer. Oh, well. Nothing's perfect.

And thanks for the complement, I'd hoped you'd like it ^_^
10/25/2011
Contributor: Antipova Antipova
This was wonderful. Absolutely wonderful.
11/01/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by Antipova
This was wonderful. Absolutely wonderful.
I'm glad you enjoyed ^_^
11/01/2011
Contributor: Collogue Collogue
Quote:
Originally posted by MeliPixie
It's true. I'm addicted to my cock. I'm not masturbating. I'm not fucking anything. I'm just lovingly stroking my cock. I mean look at it. There it is, lying next to me on the bed. My cock is not part of my body because I am ... more
This is such an adorable post. It makes me want one! I would love to use one on a partner
12/05/2011
Contributor: Chirple Chirple
<3

Mine has to stay in the box - it's a lint-magnet like no other.
12/05/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by Chirple
<3

Mine has to stay in the box - it's a lint-magnet like no other.
Really? Mine doesn't seem to attract much dust or lint at all! Except that time I dropped it in a corner where it just picked up every grain of dust and hair it could O_O
12/05/2011
Contributor: Fidelity Fidelity
Ive been wanting one for so long and now i want one even more!
12/05/2011
Contributor: Chirple Chirple
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Originally posted by MeliPixie
Really? Mine doesn't seem to attract much dust or lint at all! Except that time I dropped it in a corner where it just picked up every grain of dust and hair it could O_O
Both my partner and I have cats, and their hair gets on EVERYTHING. If I don't clean a surface on purpose, their hair is on it, waiting to cling - and it seems to me that a lot of silicone is ?staticky? (I don't know) and the hairs just cling to it. Which is kind of ooky. D:
12/06/2011
Contributor: MeliPixie MeliPixie
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Originally posted by Chirple
Both my partner and I have cats, and their hair gets on EVERYTHING. If I don't clean a surface on purpose, their hair is on it, waiting to cling - and it seems to me that a lot of silicone is ?staticky? (I don't know) and the hairs just cling ... more
Hmmm, it's true that silicone certainly involves static, that I won't deny. I suppose when we got our Realdoe we were lucky enough that it was during a damp Indian summer, so the air was moist, which helps keep static at bay. And now it's a damp December here too, so there's still not much to be had in the way of static. Our Feeldoe on the other hand, while not staticky, is just, a little draggy and tacky to the touch. Wait, maybe tacky's not the right word. Sticky? Both of those words imply a wetness, but I ensure you, our Feeldoe is undamaged and quite dry. I can't really describe what exactly it is that I mean I grabs the dust and doesn't let go without running water. Hyah.
12/06/2011