I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how other people have experienced coming to terms with being into kink/BDSM?
How did you feel when you realized you were into kink/BDSM?
11/11/2012
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Many of my earliest memories were of being dominated and bound. So for me it was more realizing everyone wasn't into such things than realizing that I was. I always knew I was and just assumed everyone was the same way. I never felt any shame in liking what I did, even when I found out it wasn't the norm. It was frustrating to wade through partners who weren't into the same things I am. It's difficult when you're young to find people willing to try something that doesn't fit into society's version of "normal."
11/11/2012
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didnt feel one way or the other really always knew i liked kink
Originally posted by
Nyx (Under the Covers)
I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how
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I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how other people have experienced coming to terms with being into kink/BDSM?
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11/11/2012
Just over time it was a realization.
11/11/2012
I felt shameful/guilty when I realized, as I did not know about the existence of BDSM and such things. I initially thought that there was something wrong with me. I would blush and get all tingy whenever I saw someone getting tied up in a movie and was very fearful of others discovering these reactions.
It was more of a gradual thing. I looked back on certain events that happened when I was younger and suddenly knew the true meaning of them. When I found out that there were others like me (via the internet), I felt better. I am now completely comfortable with my kinky desires.
It was more of a gradual thing. I looked back on certain events that happened when I was younger and suddenly knew the true meaning of them. When I found out that there were others like me (via the internet), I felt better. I am now completely comfortable with my kinky desires.
11/11/2012
I felt excited and like I had (and still do have) so much more to my sexuality to explore. I used to think that I'm not terribly sexual, just because I was limiting myself to a very vanilla sex life. But then again, I had a high libido and thought about sex a lot, so I couldn't figure out what my issue was. Turns out I just wasn't having the kind of sex that I would find intriguing and fun. So as that side of me started to be opened up, I felt a lot excitement. I still do!
11/11/2012
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Exactly! I used to wonder why I couldn't reconcile my very high libido with a lack of interest in doing the kind of sex that was available to me. But now things have changed, for the better, and I know what I'm into now
Originally posted by
Supervixen
I felt excited and like I had (and still do have) so much more to my sexuality to explore. I used to think that I'm not terribly sexual, just because I was limiting myself to a very vanilla sex life. But then again, I had a high libido and
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I felt excited and like I had (and still do have) so much more to my sexuality to explore. I used to think that I'm not terribly sexual, just because I was limiting myself to a very vanilla sex life. But then again, I had a high libido and thought about sex a lot, so I couldn't figure out what my issue was. Turns out I just wasn't having the kind of sex that I would find intriguing and fun. So as that side of me started to be opened up, I felt a lot excitement. I still do!
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11/11/2012
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Guilt about getting turned on by non-vanilla things.
Originally posted by
Nyx (Under the Covers)
I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how
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more
I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how other people have experienced coming to terms with being into kink/BDSM?
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11/11/2012
Neat, this is something fun and kinky. Helps that I grew up with pretty open about sexuality friends
11/11/2012
For me it happened gradually.
11/12/2012
even when I was just figuring out what my clitoris was for, I was into some weird shit. it wasn't until I learned how to turn off the safe search on my search engine that I learned, it wasn't weird, it was BDSM. "Oh, hey, there is a name for it...and there is a lot of it....This means Im not a sicko" I discovered that I was actually pretty normal.
11/12/2012
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I didn't feel bad or anything but it's not like I was jumping with excitement like I finally discovered something after years of searching.
It was kind of a slow, gradual interest that set in comfortably.
It was kind of a slow, gradual interest that set in comfortably.
11/12/2012
Well at first when I realized it (it was more like a gradual evolution), I was both excited to start learning more about it and sort of embarrassed and hiding it like some shameful secret, but once I joined FetLife and made a few friends that are into it to I realized that it's not something to be ashamed of because there's lots of people that are into it to.
It's a lot easier to love and accept yourself when you're not convinced you're some depraved freak that likes things no one else does. =3
It's a lot easier to love and accept yourself when you're not convinced you're some depraved freak that likes things no one else does. =3
11/12/2012
No realization. Always just knew it, and it just always existed.
11/12/2012
Honestly, I kinda just always knew I'd be into some odd stuff. I just kind of embraced it and I think that helps because if I'm happy and content with my interests, my partner can learn to accept or be open about their interests as well.
11/12/2012
I was happy but it wasn't like "oh this is what is missing from my life!" It just was like, well, this is cool, this is my new favorite stuff to do during sex.
11/22/2012
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It just happened gradually for me.
Originally posted by
Nyx (Under the Covers)
I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how
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I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how other people have experienced coming to terms with being into kink/BDSM?
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11/29/2012
I'd always known there was something different about what I was into, but when I discovered that BDSM was a thing that existed, it wasn't so much a surprise or a relief as it was a feeling of everything finally coming together and making sense for me.
11/29/2012
I was always interested in BDSM like things as far back as I can remember but didn't know that there was a "thing" like BDSM that existed and people did. I really never had anything feelings about it when I realized that other people was interested in that kinda thing. Only feeling or thought I had was down the road when I was older when I realize that I could find someone else to play with cause clearly other people liked it too.
12/03/2012
I always felt normal, it took me a long time to begin to understand that others were not as open-minded as I've always been. However, it didn't make me feel weird about myself at all. I've just always been who I am, finding out that other people aren't didn't change anything major for me.
12/04/2012
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Things sorta just popped up gradually throughout my life. There was never a time where I thought I WOULDN'T be into it though. I kinda just knew hah
Originally posted by
Nyx (Under the Covers)
I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how
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more
I was thinking that, for me, realizing that I'm kinky/Dominant was actually a huge relief. I had spent so much time wondering why I wasn't 'normal' that finally accepting this identity was powerful and affirming. I'm wondering how other people have experienced coming to terms with being into kink/BDSM?
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12/17/2012
It was a relief for me. I've had kinky tendencies for a long, long time, but didn't know what it's actually called until a few years ago. =] Reaction was: "Whew."
12/17/2012
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